entri tak betul

i dont know y i tend to ruin everyones life, aku tau kawan aku yang sorang tu tengah marah kat aku, sori ya uki, beberapa hari ni, asik kene ignored je,

uki dont wori k, u are my best fren, so kadang2 kene tempias angin emosi tu biasa lah

my life at this moment sucks, yep n i admit it, i got 2 best fren, 1 long fren, 1 little sis, n one of them cakap ngan aku, bila aku ade problem baru aku cari dorang, bile aku happy aku lupa dorang, ntah lah, is it true?

aku kuat ngadu, aku ngadu hampir everything, to thoose who are close, u know that i am a cry baby, suka sangat ngadu2 ni, dah jadi hobby

ntah lah, betul gak cakap he/she *sengaja jantina dirahsiakan* aku cari dorang bile aku ade prob, ntah lah, to tell u all the truth, its not about aku cari korang bile aku tak ok je, tapi aku rase korang lah satu2 nye tempat utk aku let out all the feeling, ade yang get full story, ade yang just get 1/3 of it, and if join the 3 person u'll get the whole story, sori to used all of u, i dont deserve to have a friend

*bare with me*
*this post will be long n tiring*
*3rd level warning*

memang betul pun kot, bile aku sunyi aku cari korang sume, bile tak korang sume aku abai kan, hurm pikir balik u are rite dear, n aku malu ngan sikap aku,

i want to have a normal life? yep thats y i choose u all to be by my side, to have a best buddy, a best fren ever, n even a little sis, korang2 je yang rapat ngan aku, tapi masalah nye skrang ni yess its true that looks like aku hanye cari korang bile aku dalam kesusahan je

is that a normal life? sedang kan orang lain layan kawan adik abang akak mereka dengan baik, bagi perhatian yang sepatutnye, tapi aku tak buat, ini ke normal life?

how am i to coop with u all out there, if i dont have sens to sms u all, even kadang2 aku just open ym aku, hopping for u all to be there, n i could say hi :P

teringin nak jumpa kawan yang sorang tu, kenal dah dekat setahun kot? tapi tak nah jumpa2, hohoho, bile nak jumpa da~ hohoho ke nak kekal kawan cam ni je? online fren n sms fren?

u all out there that once were close to me, i am sori for abaikan korang, i am sori sangat2, can u all forgive me, n give me a chance, i want to hold u all in my arms, couse i felt empty with out any of you in my life

hurm k banyak gile aku cakap, kan dah cakap dah, it will be long n boring, sape suh baca, dah2 jangan nak asume ape2 ye, ini utk yang ade kene mengena je, yang tada kene mengena jangan nak cakap aku gedik or what so ever, like i care?